ohh... i have lots and lots of things to say!!
prepared ur tibits already??
alright.. here i go!!


let me talk abt camp.
oh well... i went blog surfing jus now and guess wat?
alot of ppl blogged abt camp!!!
and their entry is like... so long..
ok, mine wouldnt be an exception.
wahahaha...


all i can say is.. the camp was awesome!
dunno how to say.. jus wana say that this camp seems so different frm the others in the past.
as in, i nv felt so awesome before.
i can say that this is the camp that kinda turn my life around....
and u noe wat? I LURVE IT !!!


i met all my camp objectives...
e feeling is like... woo`hoo!! =)
let me tell ya..
in the 2nd day of the camp...
shirls says that 080606 will be the day that many ppl's life will change..
initially, i tot that she said that cos she wana make us feel excited so that we will listen attentively.. but guess wat?
i was so wrong..
cos indeed, 080606 is the day that God spoke to me..
i cant help but to thank god over and over again..
even b4 i fell asleep on the bed..


to say the truth...
i am so 'direction-less' b4 i went for the camp.
i seriously duno wat i am doing.
i dun even noe where and wat i am going to do!!
shall not elaborate thou..
however i can say that... due to my 'direction-less' feeling, my passion was decreasing day after day..
but yes!!!
God spoke to me... and it was crystal clear..
God ask me to check my motive..
and ok, my motive wasnt rite initially..
by God's grace, He corrected my motive.
now, i noe where i should head to and yups, my passion for God has increased!!
i noe why i do wat i do =)


i also ask God for a promise that i can claim..
as in, wat is one vision for this cg and myself??
God told me this....
"where ever u stepped ur feet on, u will bear fruit"
i was so so touched..
initially i doubted.
omg, me of little faith..
as i tik and tik, God reminded me of wat shirls prophecy when i was water baptised.
she prophecy that i am like a seed that disperse..
i will not only set my feet on one place, however, where ever i step my feet on, God will use me to create an impact and will bear fruit.
wah.. this prophecy sound so great mann..
and it tally with wat God told me in camp!
so yups, i kick myself over and over again for doubting.
i blive that God can use me greatly !!
God, thankiew for using me =)
i am so so so privilege


and hey folks... i noe wat is my big dream for god le!!
hahaha
but i will not tell u guys.
cos u all surly laugh at me one!!
i am pretty sure abt it! =p


oh yes, i lurve the games mann!
hahahaha
i like the concept of finding the murderer...
i tik everyone watch too much tv le..
wahahhahaha.
thou i noe that its jus a game and everyone was jus acting..
but i got the 'creepy' feel. wahaha
and u noe wat?
i reali crack my brain to figure who the murderer is....
hehehe
1st time so enthu for games
hahahaha


u noe... for the telematch..
i participate in blowing whistle.
the reason being is i dun wana lose my voice..
oh well, i lose it anyway.. =p
okay.. and u noe wat???
we forgot to eat the bread we bought in e morning..
i feel so weak and hungry!!
there is this part when i blew the whistle so many times...
i duno y.. i feel so tired in jus blowing that noisy thing.
and i went black out for 2 seconds..
quicky sat down and made a little prayer..
and i black out more den twice!!
but its all less den 2 seconds.
but i didnt tell anyone.. cos they will either laugh at me(cos blow whistle also can faint) or being over-reactive.
i drank green-tea and i feel so much better...
that is like my "holy-water"
wahahaha
and i keep complaining that i am VERY hungry......
wahaha.


my voice was gone..
thats the most irritating lar.
eh, reali leh.
i had FOUR ulcers.
hais.
even till now.
FOUR ulcers.
one is enough to cripple me already.
more ever its 4.
wahaha.
the worse part is not when i eat..
the worse part is when i brush my teeth!
tears will reali drop when i brush teeth..
sounds stupid.. nvm =)


God... i am jus too excited that its beyond words.
i am jus too privilege mann.
i am tingting.. an ordinary gal, hurt u many times, limited in skills and knowledge, sinful that i deserve hell, irritating at times and many more..
and u gave me the best plan ever...
and u promis me that i will bear fruits..
and u love me..
and u spoke to me ..
omg, y am i so privilege?
thank a million my lord.

 

 

God reminded me abt obedience too...

all along.. i tot i am obedient..

as in, wat i am told to do, i already done..

however, in camp..

holy spirit showed me how disobedience am i..

in my thoughts and many times i ignored the holy spirit when he prompted me to do something.

i was so sadden when holy spirit told me this...

i repented big time..

sorry god =(

i will do my best to obey the holy spirit!!

not for anyone;s sake but for my sake.. for god's sake =)


oh btw... the media corp came and interviewed me!
abt young blogger..
wahaha.
i didnt inform many ppl cos i dun wana them to watch that show.
i dare to blog in now cos that show is over!!
hahahahaha.
i didnt watch too..
cos i am in camp.
but yups, i dun dare to watch lar.
so paiseh..


ting has direstion and a promise frm God already!!
ting noe wats her big dream already!!!


oh ya, i forgot to talk abt shepherd's appreciation night..
hey gals, i am reali touched!
but u noe me well, i seriously duno how to express myself when i feel touch..
hahaha
so i duno how "monkey" i reacted that night.
when u guys affirmed me..
i feel like crying..
saw the tears in ur eyes and felt ur sincerity..
at that moment, i felt like i am the most blessed shepherd in hope.
lol
sound so drama, but its the truth!

thanks for follwing me as i follow jesus =p


i got the feeling that my sheep love me alot!
hahaa
call me thick face =p
bleahz!!
i said this cos they always make me feel so loved.
melting soon mann.
thanks for loving me sheep.
and i love u gals deep deep in my heart.
sometimes, i am ur fren...
sometimes, i am ur teacher..
sometimes, i am ur boyfriend
sometimes, i am ur mother...
sometimes, i am ur leader..
sometimes, i am ur ... hmms? cant tik le.. wahaha
i feel this way lar..
but many many times, u gals are like my frens cum child.
wahahaa


to hui ru.. i duno if this big bird will read my blog or not.
i am SO touch when i received ur gift!
this is an unexpected gift!
melted.
i miss u eh, hui ru..
u are one sheep that i ENJOY EVERY MOMENT WITH YOU.
u are the 1st NB that i follow up all the way till u became a CLA. haha
long process...
the card u wrote... i feel so blessed.
u still rmber wat we did arh?
hehehehe...
i wun forget esp the last shepherding we had..
we went sun tec de kenny roger.. rmber?
actually wana break the restructing news to u in a romantic place de, but due to my damn tummy..
i have to go toilet, so out of 'bo-bian-ness' we have to leave.
haha
to tik abt it.. so FUNNY.
lols
i love u=)


thats all folks.
didnt reali noe wat to say lar...
more to say actually...
but ... lazy!
buais folks.
wahahahaha.

 

btw..

eelee, i lurve u lots!

i am truely blessed to be ur sheep.

u have taught well in the camp.

i hope that u will love the gifts.

lurve ya =)

i look forward to mit u on tues!

cos i wana tell u wat God told me personally!!

lurve ya =)

-tiinggx`charriis ™ __* ii am ur beloved , ii am ur child-

 

 

 

 

 

 

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